B.A.N.

Bitch!

Damn, what a release. Feels freaking great. 

Sometimes i just want to say bitch, sometimes i want to say it around women. Not to women, like in a derogatory way but just like you know, bitch. Kinda like how white guys feels about saying nigga, you can see they want to say it, not even in a mean way, they just hear how we say it and want to jump in.

I just love the power of bitch. I mean its pretty vile sounding but its strong as hell. It is so strong only women, gay people, and rappers can say it around women with out getting cussed out. Even if you were just saying it undirected. Like the only time you can say it is if you use it in conjunction with aint that a, assness,  or ass nigga. Thats how tough bitch is. I accidently said  bitch around this girl and i had to say, no no no its ok i am a rapper, just to stop her from calling me all types of mothafuckas.

but in the tradition of the long time rap legend, whats my favorite word.

BITCH.

why they gotta say it like chris

back to school time

its back to school time so if you would like you can donate to my college fund, help a brother pay that good old tuition.

i apologize

To preface this blog, I have noticed some things ging on in the word that i feel like i should personally apologize for even if its nothing that i am responsible for.

I am soooo sorry about the state of hip hop, strike that, main stream black music in general. I apologize for how diluted it has gotten and for everything sounding like a remix of the one original song made per year. And moreso i apologize for liking "put on" by young jeezy ft KanYe West. I am sooo sorry

I apology for this new craze of young black males preferring to dance with or for each other at the club instead of with the yound attractive women. I do understand it has been going on since the late 90s 8th grade grooving days, but the new style is mo homo. I mean there are now songs that specifically intend for groups of men to gather around each other and dance, not brake dance, but some form of feminine primping and cleaning them selves for each other. I am sorry that their "dougie" is so gay when they are wiping them selves down. I apologize for all of the songs that make guys do the homey (boondocks season two return of ganstalicious.) I am soooo sorry.

I am so sorry that the main reason i leave the house is to get something more interesting than my self to blog about. I mean i probably would only leave the house to shop if i didnt feel the need to keep writing stuff that no one reads.As a matter of fact im sorry for self indulgent people who think that their opinion or thoughts are so important they need some type of online publishing of these thoughts and ideas and opinions. Seriously i am apologizing for ever startin this, half the time ME, MYSELF, and I are the only three people who even care about what i am writing and sometimes i dont think me really cares. Either way i do apologize, and i am so sorry.

I apologize for underground haters, i also apologize for people who rightfully dislike what you are doing because it is subpar. I really apologize for your inability to discriminate between the two. I understand confidence and the like, but really, you know you aint THAT damn good. Some one may actually just not like you. This is a honest possibility. The thing i really apologize for are the top secret agent haters, who acknowledge your ability but say things to try to downgrade your accomplishments because they cant do it, and the ones who dislike the fact you are living how you want to while they have to spend 8 hours a day doing shit they hate then dont have time to hone their respective crafts. i am so sorry.

There are many more things i need to apologizes for but its 4am and i have to go out of town in the am. So im sorry i have to cut this off.

worth more than gold

Its something that you have a limited amount of. Most people spend alot of it trying to get more of it. The way you spend it is more important than anything. No it isnt money its time. Something of far more value than mere money. Hell, if you could by time it would always be sold out. People exchange it for money and always feel somewhat ripped off, cause ho can you value an hour you cant get back ever as only worth $12 and maybe some health insurance you cant really use cause you cant get a day off. we make a decision every day on how we chose to spend it. Those decisions reflect how much we value things like creating, family, and personal time. I chose to focus more on other things besides money and some thing that is a bad decision. I chose to spend time honing a craft that can bring me wealth with a little less time spent on a daily basis. Either way i tell you one thing, id rather not spend 10 houts out of a day going to work being at work on break or lunch at work or driving home from work, sounds like to much work.