The Choice

Once in awhile people are faced with a choice, to stand up and demand change or to continue to accept the current status quo of mediocrity and underachieving. At these times yo can go toward hope or cling to the lifestyle you are used to for fear of change. Some have enough courage to accept that life needs change to continue to progress, and sometimes that includes creative destruction. When faced with this choice some sit idly by and let their voice go unheard and hope everyone else makes the right choice for them, some push against change, and some push for improvement. Unfortunately for those who wish to continue to let things go in the downward spiral change will always occur. Ready or not. Change is here. For America, and for me.

I have decided that since the country can change so can I. I can speak out on issues i see. I can decide to not settle for inadequate relationships, friendships, and coworkers. I can have what ever i see fit if i work for it. I can demand better from those i allow to be in my life. And i can accept if they are not ready to improve themselves and their situations and would prefer to not be in my life...

All that to say i made a choice, to not accept the minimum effort i can get the maximum.

damn it

I really dont have very many peeves. Not much gets under my skin. But today, TODAY, I have experienced the three things i hate most lies, selfishness, and obliviousness.

I know its kinda dumb to let something affect me enough to write about it for the public, but its like shit... i need a release.

It's not that hard to say i can't make it. Honestly i have told people i cant make it to photoshoots, at my own damn house, on numerous occasions. So I for one know its pretty simple to say naw dawg i cant even do it. Even if i realllly wanted to do something i can take a no better than a no answer.

I am a fairly considerate fellow. I do alot for alot of people with out ever asking for anything in return above a thank you. But when i go way above what i should or anyone else would do in order to help some one id atleast like a simple form of appreciation. Also, not to be all womany and think people can think my thoughts, but it does seem atleast a tad bit common sense to order someone some food if they are paying for your food. I kinda tend to do stuff for people with out them ever even asking but for some reason that favor is never returned, and sometimes im asked to go far out of my way for no reason at all but it was someones whim.... and that brings me to the last peeve

How can you not even notice when you just asked someone to do something stupid and wasteful, and then keep asking them why they look mad. Or keep on asking them to do things that are senseless while they sit there looking thru you .

damn it

thanks billy

If it werent for u the dominoes wouldnt have fallen in the right order to get obama elected, maybe 8 years of bush was worth it. Barely.
One think i am not digging about Obama's big win is the instant perception that racism is over by mainstream media. While if u listen to a conservative talk radio show, or even a 4th grader at luther elementary you will know that not only is racism still alive and kicking, it wears skechers. The wrong wing political pundits and talk show hosts have taken this election as their calling to be even more divisive and even more angry if that is at al lpossible, eventhough they didnt support McCain in the primaries, somehow they thought he was the man(with Sarah "he pals around with terrorist" Palin) to lead this country.

any way i just wanted to say Monica, GREA.T JOB... No other woman has sucked a dick so well it could get us a bi racial president