damn it

I really dont have very many peeves. Not much gets under my skin. But today, TODAY, I have experienced the three things i hate most lies, selfishness, and obliviousness.

I know its kinda dumb to let something affect me enough to write about it for the public, but its like shit... i need a release.

It's not that hard to say i can't make it. Honestly i have told people i cant make it to photoshoots, at my own damn house, on numerous occasions. So I for one know its pretty simple to say naw dawg i cant even do it. Even if i realllly wanted to do something i can take a no better than a no answer.

I am a fairly considerate fellow. I do alot for alot of people with out ever asking for anything in return above a thank you. But when i go way above what i should or anyone else would do in order to help some one id atleast like a simple form of appreciation. Also, not to be all womany and think people can think my thoughts, but it does seem atleast a tad bit common sense to order someone some food if they are paying for your food. I kinda tend to do stuff for people with out them ever even asking but for some reason that favor is never returned, and sometimes im asked to go far out of my way for no reason at all but it was someones whim.... and that brings me to the last peeve

How can you not even notice when you just asked someone to do something stupid and wasteful, and then keep asking them why they look mad. Or keep on asking them to do things that are senseless while they sit there looking thru you .

damn it