Today started a little like the day before and most other days, barely awake trying to figure out why its so hard to get sleep and trying to figure out if I'm going to sleep or get up. Then my mom calls to remind me i have to take her to get oral surgery today. So i lay around another hour fighting the sleepies. Then finally i get out o the streets go to her and her husbands abode, i am already ready to roll because his children are the wild bunch and i hate dentist/doctors visits as much as i hate waiting. So we are finally leaving and my mom comes out with no wedding rings on and says she is not going back, totally not part of the play for the day and i wasn't in relationship therapy mode so i didn't have any words for her even though they were passing through my mind, but there were little kids in the car who didn't need to be involved so, yeah. Then 3 hours after i arrival at the dentist thats all done and my mom is unable to talk although that in no way stopped her from trying. Seeing her in so much pain after the surgery and dealing with changing the gauze and all that really made me emotional i'm not used to seeing my mom weak. Apparently my mom choosing to come to my house instead of going back to the house she shares with her husband made him so angry he said he wants a divorce (even though there would have been no way she could sleep with 7 kids knocking on the door asking for something every 15 minutes it was bad enough he called 50 times from 6 p.m. till 12.)
So i'll probably be playing doctor phil with this stuff tomorrow... not delicious.
Eventually she felt beter and i went to the eclectic oul session tuesday jump off they do every other week o go do something for J wigg, and it was rather nice in there. It was at LiT one of the nicer spot in bricktown... a Hookah bar with a lounge and a second floor patio very swank. The band was great, even if the performances were a tad disorganized and not as smoothly ran as san kofa in dallas, at least they trying, and the quality was good. The event did make me remember something from my days going to all the local shows... Oklahomans do not under stand how to show appreciation, there are no thank you's and NEVER will you hear a nice warm round of applause. Hell half the time they can't take a break from the conversation they started at the same time as the performer, or stop clowning the person acting a fool over there or the chic who almost fell o the girl with too much cleavage or the dude with raggedy shoes or a belly shirt, long enough to pay attention for what they paid 5 dollars to see. Or did they pay 5 dollars to come see how badly others dressed and so they can boost their self esteem? Who knows. I just know its the thing i hate most about oklahoma, other than people being broke and lazy. ( aside from myself cause i can do that.)
My last thought is, how many people send me messages on myspace like all the time on myspace but see me in public and don't know who the hell i a. Admittedly my page is mainly for biz and there are not a lot of pictures of me, but if you message me frequently i just assume u have LOOKED at them once or twice since my page is about pictures and such...
Oh well guess im not famous yet
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