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I can't think of anything to write. I can't think of anything to take pictures of. I have completely tapped out of creative juices, atleast for the month of june. Good thing there are limited minutes left to this month. Its been a struggle the entire month, just trying to do something different while the comfortable side wants to just perfect what i already have. It has left me in a mode of stagnation. It is really odd cause i have had some big opportunities to do stuff completely different but some how i didnt?

So with these 65 minutes i have remaining in june i decided to just do. You know, just do? Like what ever pops in my head is being written like if this girl i have been wanting to progress with pops in my head i will talk about that. If i start thinking about wanting a double cheeseburger from mcdonalds even if its poison, then thats what will be here. I'll probably go grab my camera and take some random pictures of my oh so fucked up room with these infernal stacks of unlabeled dvds i cant throw away or take the time to preview. then i can maybe use this blog for its original intentions , to show my weird pictures that no one really wants to see so i can keep everything else focused on the stuff people pay for, nakedish women or overly dressed women and men at times.

I just really ant to do what i want to do. Sometimes i dont know what that is so i do nothing but i think i need to do more me. More spontaneous chrisness needs to occur in order for me to not get in another of these magnificent malaises of the last week, unless that was chrisness.. that would suck. It seems now that im writing that there is never a time anyone should not be able to atleast write something... eventhough i know a few good writers who get caught up in that alot. Possibly it is because people get caught up in the goodness of what they do instead f just doing what they do. Yes it is important to be good at what you do. But it is more important to do.

Moving right along, still listening to this gordongartellradio.com stuff and phonte has beoome one my favorite rappers, without rapping. Even though Little brother did just drop a new cd so go get that. but just off the podcasts general hilarity.

Welp it's time to press on, bout to make these moves to make sure july is fruitful.

b e z